I am going through similar (while different) thought processes. I have been missing France and have decided that it is okay to feel safe and comfortable in my hometown Paris for a while. I guess, from past experiences, that within a few years I will leave again, but I also don't want to hold myself to that. I am curious, like you, to see who and what we become throughout the years, continuously changing and evolving and dreaming and trying 🩵
It’s interesting to witness our own evolution and how the places we live and the experiences we have there shape that. Before Japan, the idea of moving back to the US was nothing I would’ve ever even considered. But now, after my time and experiences here, I crave comfort and familiarity. I wonder if that was in any way a catalyst for you too? Either way, I am also hopeful and looking forward to seeing where your journey takes you as well!
The paragraph about ‘settling’ stood out to me. I don’t think settling down needs to also mean being stuck. Just because you settle down now doesn’t mean you can’t change it up again later if you want. There’s nothing wrong with wanting stability - and the breakfast nook! - and maybe, or not, change your mind later. No right or wrong, just is now -and it sounds wonderful!
I am going through similar (while different) thought processes. I have been missing France and have decided that it is okay to feel safe and comfortable in my hometown Paris for a while. I guess, from past experiences, that within a few years I will leave again, but I also don't want to hold myself to that. I am curious, like you, to see who and what we become throughout the years, continuously changing and evolving and dreaming and trying 🩵
It’s interesting to witness our own evolution and how the places we live and the experiences we have there shape that. Before Japan, the idea of moving back to the US was nothing I would’ve ever even considered. But now, after my time and experiences here, I crave comfort and familiarity. I wonder if that was in any way a catalyst for you too? Either way, I am also hopeful and looking forward to seeing where your journey takes you as well!
It was 100% a catalyst for me too 😂
I thought as much lol ;-)
The paragraph about ‘settling’ stood out to me. I don’t think settling down needs to also mean being stuck. Just because you settle down now doesn’t mean you can’t change it up again later if you want. There’s nothing wrong with wanting stability - and the breakfast nook! - and maybe, or not, change your mind later. No right or wrong, just is now -and it sounds wonderful!
So true. I think it’s a mental hurdle I just have to get over. Nothing has to be a life sentence!